agea

yesterday, deo and i went to paskong pasiklab! hehehe!!! it was such a different date for us and i liked it.  we rode the ferris wheel, the bump cars, the scary horror train, the octopus and we also watched the circus. circus as in people eating fire and sword and an elastic gurl. well, i hated the horror train!!! i didn't see anything during the ride because i was hiding the whole time... i was so scared  

anyway, im going to bring my friends there and we will be going there again SOON.

today i went home really early because i dont have any business to do in school and when my mom saw me, they were really happy. bwahahaha!!! nonesense. 13 days before christmas!!! im excited for paskuhan! hehehe...

--andee--

agea

sembreak is over and second sem is starting!

this time, all im asking is for things to go back normally for me. im missing those days when i was just a normal ab student meeting up with my friends after class walking pretty fine and without any failure grade. i just hope my decision not to go through "it" was right. yes, i know it could change my life a bit but i think it wouldn't affect me if i would not let it affect me. I AM SICK AND I AM TIRED thinking about issues and stupid things for the past weeks of my precious life. and maybe its time i see the beauty that i still have my studies and my family and of course my true friends. i don't claim that i regret for even joining there because there were actually far more good reasons to love it. its just that, some people would change you. and i would rather be hated for me than be loved for who i am not. anyway, it's ira's party on saturday and im excited!!!!!!!!!!!!

***BAKEKS***

agea

"your past does not define your future."

may tao kang gusto...akala mo, kilala mo na siya, hindi pa pala. napagalaman mo ang nakaraan niya pero sa kabila ng lahat, tinanggap mo parin siya. minsan, nakakainis ang ugali nya dahil pangit. kaya dahil dun, nasasaktan ka... pero dahil nga ba dun? o dahil sa kabila ng lahat ng pangit sa kanya, gusto mo parin siya?

agea

grabe.. dito na lang ako mag-uupdate kasi may nanggugulo sa lj ko! shit talaga yung mr. ex-president ng class namin. shit talaga siya!!! pag nagkita talaga kami uupakan ko na yun eh... hindi naman ako naiirita sa mga sinasabi nya dahil hindi naman totoo eh... naiinis ako dahil nanggugulo siya... ayoko nga ng ganun eh... tss.. tapos mai nilagay pa siya na 10 reasons why i can never be like KC CONCEPCION. fuuuckkk. il even give him 100 fuckin reasons. who says im comparing myself to her?!

anyway... super daming nangyari... ewan ko...

dapat ba akong maging masaya or what?!

first of all, nakapasa na ko sa APO.. that's something you know.. it was hard pero it's worth all the sacrifice... or worth it nga ba? as in like nag-sacrifice na yung studies ko.. pero sa tingin ko kasalanan ko rin yun.. kung ginawa kong tama, tama ang kalalabasan... eh nagkamali yata ako.. pangalawa, napapalayo na ko sa mga blockmates ko.. jang!!! my ever loyal friend... miss ko na silaaa... sus! pati agea... hindi ko na nga sila nakikita eh... alam ko time management lang yan pero paano nga diba?!!??! tapos sabayan pa ng love life.. hehehe...  ewan ko... o syempre nagulat ang iba dahil SI ANDEE!?!?!? MAI LOVELIFE?!?!?! mai karapatan naman kahit papano.. basta alam naman ng friends ko yann eh.. yung mga hindi pa nakakaalam, kwento ko na lang next time. haha! basta life is about risks.. yun cguro ang natutunan ko pero ang hirap mag-risk ng friendship for love. hindi ko kakayanin na balang araw mawala siya sakin dahil sa love na yan. kaya dapat... esep esep muna! masaya naman ako sa APO eh.. kaya hindi dapat pinagsisisihan.

so ano pa ba, basta right now, aayusin ko muna yung studies ko and then relationship with my family and friends tapos yung lovelife. hindi naman sa least impt yun pero diba.. pag ayus na ang lahat, magandang ayusin na yun at sure na maaayos na. so, third day ng prelims tom!!! goodluck!

-andee-

agea

how do we achieve our goals in life?

through perseverance?

determination?

prayer?

how do we know when to give up? or do we really need to give up?

agea

I got this from the e-mail and I want to share it with you

> Around the corner I have a friend,
>
> In this great city that has no end,
>
> Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
>
> And before I know it, a year is gone.
>
> And I never see my old friends face,
>
> For life is a swift and terrible race,
>
> He knows I like him just as well,
>
> As in the days when I rang his bell.
>
> And he rang mine but we were younger then,
>
> And now we are busy, tired men.
>
> Tired of playing a foolish game,
>
> Tired of trying to make a name.
>
> "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim
>
> Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
>
> But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
>
> And distance between us grows and grows.
>
> Around the corner, yet miles away,
>
> "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
> And that's what we get and deserve in the
> end.
>
> Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean.

If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets. Importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they helped you make a better person that you are today.

SMILE , even through your tears!!!!!

agea

i am here at my cousin's house, here in Araneta and we watched "My Sassy Girl."

Oh yeah it was good. Actually, great but its one of the movies that happen to only one in a million couples. Oh well, I learned a lot.

 The pain goes away sooner than you know it.

I know Andee you already watched it. That's why I post it here. Oh actually, the setup time here does not coordinate with the livejournal so here's the other option.

Ten things to remember about her:

~When she spank you, act than it hurts you

~When it hurts, pretend that it doesn't hurt

~Order coffee instead of coke or juice when you are on a date

~Exchange shoes with her if feet hurts

~On your 100th day, give her a rose while she plays the piano

~She writes a lot so read her stories

Four missing, I'm only human and my mind is infalliable. Sorry about that folks, .

Then after two years, they made a vow to meet again but since the girl was not brave enough to face him, she didn't come. Here how the conversation went on...

Girl: I wasted my time on stupid thoughts.

Old Man: Like what?

Girl: That someday we will meet again by chance.

Old Man: Do you know what fate is? It is building a bridge of chance for your love.

And I was struck with that. How nice, goes similarly with my cousin's idea. Hurrah for you, Joyce!

Oh another, a line? or conversation? with the soldier who attempts to kill her boyfriend.

Girl: I think you don't love her because if you do, you will set her free. She already has changed and there's no way she'll ever come back to you. Continue to learn by living with your life.

The message is clear but her words were not exactly like that. Again, I'm only human and my mind is infalliable.

Sassy - if an elder asks what a sassy means.. it means disrespectful as i have read in the dictionary.

What a movie.

Btw,

There is "My Sassy Girl 2," according to Jinkee.

agea

yesterday, we (sandy, andee, syndy, bean, ira, genny nadia thumby) went to megamall. first, we ate at sbarro then we went ice skating!

ang masasabi ko lang!!! enjoy ang experience! biruin mo, first time ng karamihan sa amin! kaya naman ang dalas namin madulas... tapos ang 789654123 tons of bean ay dumagan sa kakarampot na luya!!! whahahaha!!! "PATAY NA ATA!" sana may next time pa!

syempre pagkatapos nun, dumating na ang kapangitan couple: si jinkwang at si robeng.  grabe ah! 8 months na sila! long live! pero akala nio ba sila lang ang couple sa barkada?.... hmmm... meron pa nga ba? ewan koooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  hehehe... basta ang alam ko, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!! mangarap kayo at gawin nio ang gusto nio!

hehehe... april 8, 2005... jinkee's special day... and ------ 's special day too.

nakakatuwa naman ang line-up ng mga debut...

April 16--ariane. what so special abt it? MARAMING IMPORTANT PEOPLE NGA!!!

April 23--gari. BASTA SPECIAL DIN YAN! candles at treasures ba naman kami eh!

May 6--shiene. duh! tinatanong pa ba yan?! eh first degree friend namin yan eh kaya masaya at kung ano ano pa ang mangyayari. host pa si andee and sandy!

May 14--sandy. HELLO!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? 18 roses pa lang niya eh we have all the reasons to ---------. SEN. GRINGO HONASAN!

May 8--genny. swimming party dapat yan ah!

anyway... that's an update for now!!!

babye!